Life life life

2011-07-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

I think "tonight i wanna cry" describes my feeling really well right now.

Nowadays i feel myself feeling so..alone. Even when i'm with people, I don't feel like i have company. It seems as though there's no one for me anymore.... I don't have friends anymore. And i don't know why.. Maybe shiaokee is right, this is part of growing up but......i don't want it to be like that. I'm starting to get really tired of social relations..... Just getting to know a bunch of people who won't stay in my life, who won't care at all and instead just.....make it seem that this is indeed reality. I'm so tired of life, tonight i wanna cry

2011-06-29T04:21:00.000-07:00

Differentiation and integration are okay on their own. BUT WHEN THEY ARE TESTED TOGETHER HELL BREAKS LOSE OH MY GAHHHH. I'M SO DEAD FOR TMRW :(

2011-06-22T08:17:00.001-07:00

I NEVER LEARN FROM EXPERIENCES.
1 MONTH TO STUDY PSLE = OKAY.
1 MONTH TO STUDY FOR 'O' LEVELS (HAHA AIYA EOYS THE SAME LAH) = ABIT CRAZY ALR.
1 WEEK TO STUDY FOR BT1 = $#%^%^&*^&%$#@#??!?!?!?!?!!??
SIGH GG TTM. ONLY GOD CAN SAVE ME THIS TIME LOL NOT PRO ENOUGH TO FINISH 9 BIO TOPICS IN ONE DAY LOLOL.

2011-06-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep tonight.
Thoughts of you are overwhelming me again... What is this. Shouldn't have told ___ about you. Sigh :(
I'm looking forward to the day i forget you. But i wonder when will this day come.
I'm praying.

2011-05-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

HI AWESOME PEOPLE I'M BACK I'M BACK I'M BACK.
I HAVE GONE ROUND A HUGE CIRCLE.
BUT YES, I'M FINALLY BACK. HAHAHAH. AND I HAVE LEARNT SO MUCH.

I TRIED TO COPY SOME PEOPLE'S PERSONALITIES (WHICH I DEEMED TO BE COMMENDABLE), AND I MANAGED TO. BUT THEN I REALISED THAT'S NO LONGER ME. AND THAT'S JUST PLAIN RUBBISH. I MEAN, WHY TRY TO MIMIC SOMEONE WHEN YOU YOURSELF IS A UNIQUE BEING? WHEN YOU YOURSELF IS TOTALLY AWESOME????? THIS IS JUST LAME AND STUPID AND.......BAD FOR YOURSELF. IT'S THE BEST TO BE YOURSELF. YOU'RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THE WAY YOU ARE. :)

SO YES, I AM BACK. THE CRAZY NOISY ENTHU WHATEVER GIRL YOU'VE KNOWN ALL YOUR LIFE. I'M NO LONGER GOING TO THINK SOOOO LONG BEFORE I SPEAK. I'M NOT GOING TO BE SOME SHY AND QUIET AND IDK WHAT GIRL ANYMORE. I'M NOT GOING TO TRY TO FIT INTO YOUR IDEA OF YOUR 'SOUL-MATE', MY DEAR ICEBALL. NO. I'M GOING TO BE MYSELF. I'M GOING TO BE THE ONE AND ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD. :) HAHAH.

OKAY THAT'S ALL. IM GOING TO PARTY OR STH LOL I MEAN IT'S THE HOLS RIGHT!?!?!! OKAY BYE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING THE AWESOME ME ONCE AGAIN TEEHEE!!! :D

2011-05-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

Can you imagine?
What would happen?
If we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then i would thank that star
That made our wish come true
(come true) oh yeah
Cause he knows that
Where you are is where
I should be too

Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I'll promise you Somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other
Day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

If this was forever,
What could be better?
We already proved it was
But that two thousand one hundred
twenty three hours,
Blend in the universe
Gonna make everything
In our whole world change
(it's our change, yeah)
And you know that
Where we are
will never be the same oh no

Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I'll promise you Somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other
Day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

Oh we know it's coming
And it's coming fast
(As long as there's
You and me)
(Oh yeah)
So lets make the our
Second last, make it last!

Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I'll promise you Somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other
Day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me
(you and me)

Ohh you and me

But right now there's you and me

Love this song (:
Oh and this is really weird, but JIAXUN YOU'RE AWESOME!! =D Just the way you are~~ ;D He's my really funny senior haha ^^

Oh yes, and here's fac outing photo x) 7gee beautiful girls!! Love you all =)

2011-05-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hi!!
Hi x) Haha idk why i wrote 2 'hi's :p Haven't blogged in a long time, so i've decided to post something today.. W photos as well :) But they are not in chronological order cause yep, i can't remember what happened when LOL. Okay, let's start :p

Dinner w Weiting, Chelsea, Yijing + Tim :) We went to burger shack just beside coro.. Shared ice-cream together haha, was fun getting ice-cream from diff people :D Talked about quite alot of stuff that night... Can't say the content here though, HAHA. But thank you my wonderful friends (L), we must have more outings okay! x)

JXP outing w our China buddies to the Flyer!! :) I went to watch movie w one of the china buddies after that, LOL. Will never forget that day :p

Bday celebration for Meiyin!! :) Couldn't stay long though, cause meiyin and me had astronomy club session at 630 that day :s But it was heart-warming, to be able to eat together =D
True friends don't ever leave, nor change :D

10S7G + 11S7G together!! Yellow peeps are mostly 11S7G's people, though :p Before dance comp, which Athena won this year. But it's okay, apollo is still the best in my heart x) Seniors bought us pizza too haha, nice people :D

11S7G @ Justina's house/Cashew heights! :D Must esp thank the gentlemanly guys hmm, help us BBQ everything :p Yay 7GEEEE (L)

7G girls in the function room! Sumei's eyes are humongous here haha!! :)

7G girls again (L) XD

Haha this was during the short march hols! No idea why, but we decided to eat lunch together.. x) We were trying to find the BPP sign very hard lol, took a shot when we finally found it ^^ Love you guys, yongshin, jingen + johnson who joined us later :)

OG 39 dinner @ pizza hut!! :) Was so long ago lol, we haven't met up in a long time :s It's rare to see qinjiang smile so brightly, haha :p

Outing to suntec w sec2 clique!! :D Was super fun talking about _____ x)

& that marks the end of all that happened (except Gladiator, haha will post it when i get the photos x)) :) Hope you guys have been having a great time in sch too.. JY for the next 2 weeks alright :)

2011-04-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

If time can be turned back, I'll do alot of things differently.
I really miss you.......

2011-04-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you, yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find you and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find you and I collide

You finally find you and I collide
You finally find you and I collide

2011-04-12T00:49:00.000-07:00

So many things have happened since i last blogged :o i dont know where to start, but i really want to thank everyone for the wonderful 17th birthday you all gave me!!! I swear it's the best bday ever haha. All the presents + cakes + celebrations (L)(L)(L)(L) I will post a post thank all of you soon!!! Sorry hehe have been rather busy :p
Ohh and about my phone thing, i have to say a huge thank you to SHIAOWEI, AMANDA LIM, BELINDA, SUMEI for staying w me throughout the whole thing!!!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A REAL FRIEND TO ME!!!! You all really helped me so much i can't think of enough words to thank you all (L) And those who were equally concerned too, MAYBELLE, GLADYS, KHOO EE, JINGWEN, KEITH, JOEL CHIEN, HONGSENG, LUMYI, LICHUAN, JIA HUI!!! I LOVE OUR CLASS SO MUCH (L)(L)(L)!! THANK YOU GIRLS & GUYS ONCE AGAIN!!!!!! & non-7G people, ZHENMAY LAOGONG(L)(L)(L), CHYIYAN, JINGEN, JOHNSON!!!!! Pls send me your numbers ok!!! :)

Ok shall go back to work. BB!! Oh and listen to "that should be me" by JB and rascal flatts..i swear it's the best song ever made :D

2011-03-27T06:20:00.001-07:00

THE CONVO THAT MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD
Shiaowei: anw wait bef i tell you i need t ask you smthng !! CAN WE BOOK YOU AFT SCH ON FRIDAY k nt much of a surprise but yeah hahahahahah you knw what it's for ^^ :D

Me: hahaha okay but i got CCA from 630 onwards ^^

Shiaowei: oh another random qn , rly v purely random , do you like choc cakes ? :D it's just a random qn that popped up in my mind :D :D

Me: HAHAHAHAHAAAA SO RANDOM AH ^^ yupp chocolate is ok but i prefer star cakes more :)

Shiaowei: star cake ?? like a cake shaped like a star ??

Me: nope a cake made from stars help me catch stars from the skyyyy :p

Shiaowei: do you like t eat pies that are made from mud ??

*LAUGH LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW* HAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS HOW CUTE MY CLOSEST CLASSMATE IS, SERIOUSLY. ahh love you ttm!! (and our clique too hehe)

2011-03-18T16:56:00.001-07:00

DUDEEEEE LIFE IS HARSH MAN. AFTER MUGGING LIKE MADNESS FOR THE FRIGGING MATH LECTURE TEST I GOT A 52. A FRIGGING D. DUDEEEEE THIS IS JUST RUBBISH. IM KILLING MYSELF.

JC life started :)

2011-03-11T16:15:00.000-08:00

HIIIII!!
I haven't posted in a long long time, so i've decided to post this morning (: Life has been unusually busy&breath-taking! Breath-taking in the sense i haven't really had time to catch up w some things happening & things have progressed on..sometimes i feel really sad about this lor like i'm slow and everything. Butbut! Things aren't so bad cause i have AWESOME classmates&CCAmates! And of course the sec & pri sch mates who texts me here and there to catch up HAHAHA. Sometimes i wish my pri sch friends are my jc friends cause i'm sure we'll have so much fun! d: (naahhh my classmates don't be sad i like you all alot too^^)
Oh yes, and i got a china buddy these 2 weeks! She's damn awesome we can click v well and shes the first person who gave me a bday present this year HAHA. 3 weeks before my bday leh!!~ I'm always so lucky to meet good people. Oh but my lab partner ain't nice TSK. Sucker la keith! Always so noisy and make me get scolded by teacher wth. That time i nearly had to stand outside the class just because he keeps disturbing me WHAT WAS THATTTTTTT LOL. SRSLY MAN HAHAHAHAHA.
Ahhh okay so anyway, march hols are here people (: Must go relax abit okay cause from term 2 onwards life will be super hectic & tiring & everything (NO MORE PLAYING LEH WL :()!! ok i shall go watch my movie ^^ BB AND HAVE AN AWESOME MARCH HOLS, EVERYONE!

2011-01-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

So sch started! But haven't started orientation, just lectures after lectures (:
Anw i was just showering and i came to this realization that; reality and facts can be entirely different things.
Fact is: I hate you ttm
Reality is: I suck up to you
HAHAHAH AND I BURST OUT LAUGHING. Realizing these things can be so much fun! Except that my theory is realizations come with a price :0 so, it's not an entirely good thing too. hahahaha oh well life's so complicated! (hm just recalled opportunity cost :0 like, when we get something, we end up giving up something else?) Ok enough of all these stuffs ^^ Hope you guys have been having alot of fun!! Right now i'm looking forward to sch everyday, frisbee trial next wed!!! Hope it'll be fun (&not all that tough :p)

2011-01-12T06:35:00.001-08:00

Sometimes i just don't know what i'm doing... Or rather, what i'm feeling. I keep having these extreme thoughts about things & all i do is hate them. Or despise them :/ I'm like a pendulum lah keep swinging to the extremes -__- The worst worst thing about this is it controls my mood alot alot, and i feel depressed/angry w everything sometimes. & when i dont like someone i can just hate her/him to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i mean like those kind i see your face then i'm like URGHHHHHH that kind -.- What is wrong with me am i BIPOLAR?!!!?!?! Life's srsly so hard for me why can't i just be neutral with things man. So extreme for what. Urgghhhh okay not in the mood to say nice things now so i shall stop typing byezzzz. & ______ you know i hate you! Alot alot alot Z.

2011-01-09T06:09:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow is the day!!!
I'm wishing all of you the very best, because you deserve the best (: But don't get too bothered by it, move on fast; it doesn't show/determine as much as you think it does.
JIAYOU! & MAY NANYANG TOP SG ONCE AGAIN yeah man we can do it~^^

2011-01-06T03:13:00.000-08:00

& so this is BPPS graduating batch of 2006 (L)

I seriously had alot alot of fun today. So thanks everyone who came! ILYALLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!

2011-01-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

chyi yan says (10:09 PM):
LOL
is called smart studying mah

yueqi i miss NY ): says (10:10 PM):
no
it's luck!

chyi yan says (10:10 PM):
smart studying

yueqi i miss NY ): says (10:11 PM):
L.U.C.K.

chyi yan says (10:11 PM):
SMART STUDYING

yueqi i miss NY ): says (10:12 PM):
I SAID IT'S LUCK MEANS IT'S LUCK
SHUT UP
HAHAHA

chyi yan says (10:12 PM):
RAWR
I SAY ITS SMART STUDYING

yueqi i miss NY ): says (10:15 PM):
SHUT UP!!
arent you thirsty?!

chyi yan says (10:16 PM):
nope

2011-01-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

JinGen (Appearing Online) says (11:57 PM):
i know man

yueqi one night (: says (12:02 AM):
like me
;)
when i become aunty
will become singaporean aunty (Y)

JinGen (Appearing Online) says (12:03 AM):
oh no
lol
thats an issue

yueqi one night (: says (12:03 AM):
yes
and you will become singaporean uncle (Y)

JinGen (Appearing Online) says (12:04 AM):
oh god
haha
_________________________________________________________________
jolie says (11:56 PM):
lets talk bout smth tht;; interest th both of us! :D
haha
what time you sleeping!

yueqi one night (: says (11:56 PM):
hahaha
okay
is that smth that will interest both of us? :P
about 1230 too i think
haha

jolie says (11:57 PM):
lol just asking!
HHA

yueqi one night (: says (11:58 PM):
1230 LAH.

jolie says (11:59 PM):
OKAY LAH
THINK OF SMTH THT'LL INTEREST TH BOTH OF US!
HAHA

yueqi one night (: says (11:59 PM):
OKAY LAH.
PDA.

jolie says (12:00 AM):
ahh?

yueqi one night (: says (12:00 AM):
we can pda here
most interesting

jolie says (12:00 AM):
- -
tht one not counted pda
haha

yueqi one night (: says (12:00 AM):
hahaha
okay
sda
secretly-display-affection

jolie says (12:01 AM):
- -''

THIS IS HOW INTERESTING MY MSN LIFE HAVE BEEN (Y)

2011-01-02T21:19:00.001-08:00

I feel that my internal circle of friends is changing. It's not for the worst, or best. ILYall the same (: & it's been so long since i last updated, i don't know where to start. But i know for sure, i have been enjoying myself thoroughly. So thank you for being so nice and everything. SMILE for me like you made me smile (:
New year=new goals in life? Hahahahah i hope this year i will be able to concentrate properly on my studies (much to the disappointment of jiaying & cheryl, i know :p) &.. just be more appreciative of things people give me, i think. Because sometimes i can be quite ignorant/ selfish. I want to be a good friend to everyone; the kind who stays, not leave as and when i want to ;p
Oh yes, & i'm going to stay at my grandma's for the next 2 years. Anyone want late night supper can always call me (: Cause i'll be super near HCJC!! Hahahahaha. Speaking about that, i haven't eaten sogurt before. Zhenmay should bring me there soon :D

Last thing, a realization that can save many i think:
Just when you think you fell in love with the 'right' one... You may just have fallen for one who knows how to love girls right. & that can never be love cause he's only a heartbreaker, ultimately. (L)
HAPPY HOLS PEOPLE! (those who doesn't start sch tmr :))

MERRY XMAS~~

2010-12-24T16:34:00.000-08:00

Okokok my last post very distressing huh so i shall turn it all over (: MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!! KK before i say anything else i post a few photos first!!

W santa claus & his assistant outside 313 :p Manda, sheentian, rachel & celia!! (:

W Kerencia in her xmas hat!! Haha love you girl (:

W sis and cousin yesterday @ M hotel!! (Went there for buffet hahaha)

Same place but with a bull (: Bull year's going to be over already!!~

& our happy faces that XMAS IS HERE!!! WOOHOO!!

hahahaha okay so anywayz i got my twitter after being forced (fine, persuaded :)) by people so yeah people add me kay! Mine is @cyueqi (: okay bye! enjoy your xmas everyone!

2010-12-23T17:01:00.000-08:00

我终于明白
真的爱一个人，
不一定就要和他有结果
可以静静地
守护在他的身旁
这，
才展现得出爱的伟大吧。
欺骗自己的日子已过
也不会再逼自己忘记
勇敢面对自己的感情，
因为感情是永远不会骗人的。

你要快乐。我也会开心 (:

Sorry

2010-12-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

I know i've hurt your feelings real bad.
I know i probably should have chosen to escape, still...
But.
I don't want to cheat your feelings...
I don't want... You to waste your time&effort...
I'm so sorry.
I really am very, very sorry.
I hope you'll be okay soon.
So then i'll be able to get over myself
D:

Marina Barrage with 6I'06 people hahaha~

2010-12-10T05:22:00.000-08:00

Picnic, Uno, Murderer, Gallery-walking, shopping, & lots of camwhoring (HAHA), supremely happy & satisfied ♥ Thank you people~ I'll post the photos with juniors+Amanda in the next post heheh, i just realised i haven't posted that :)

2010-12-08T00:26:00.000-08:00

P.S. Before reading the following post, please note that you need to have perfectly good heart- i mean a perfectly healthy heart :) Because the content's going to be absolutely, 101% spastic that may send sparks to your heart. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL Ok now continue reading HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Hi Jiawen, the most spastic person in the whole wide world!! HAHAHAHHAHAHHAH. How do you like your spasm spelled out like that. well actually that wasnt really a question for her to answer, because you and me can tell from her face- it's absolutely excitement bursting through her veins!! YES JIAWEN I KNOW I KNOW YOU KNOW I UNDERSTAND YOU SO WELL!! :)

And here comes the 3rd most spastic girl! Well lucky her, because her spasticness is just a tiny little lesser than the 1st an 2nd most spastic person in the world!!!!! Oh girl you know you talking to me about the parang was definitely overflowing with SPASMS <3>
Sometimes, it's important to have contrasts to things- to show every single difference there is out loud like BOOMZ! This is obviously the least spastic person in the whole spastic group. Oh wait, it's me! HAHAHAHHAHA. HI MYSELF :)

Ok this isnt all that much contrast anymore. Presenting to you the 2nd least spastic girl-- JAY!!! I'll spill the beans out for her- her face has been forced by the 2nd most spastic girl in the lot!!!! WHICH YOU WILL FIND OUT IN A WHILE :) Anw, it's wonderful to have her in the group, honestly she's the one i can relate to a little more, what with all the crazy spasms spewing out of each of the other girls, oh gosh did i just offend 4 girls? HI JAY!!!!!!! ;)

OK HI 4TH MOST SPASTIC PERSON OUT THERE!! Our pretty puishan, acting really anti-spastic in the photo but you know it- LIESSSSSS! HAHAHAHA. Yes yes i'm sure most lies fool people but nah, not here!! But anw, nice to see you SPAZZ! I SEE SPASTIC SPARKS COMING FROM YOU, DEFINITELY!!!

OH I should really get to this girl before my comp starts bursting into fire, what with all the crazy sparks these crazy girls sent :) 2ND MOST SPASTIC GIRL OUT THERE- DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T KNOW HER. She definitely on all the most juicy gossip news out there HAHA, JUST KIDDING!!!! HEY THERE SPAZZZ. TOTALLY LOVE YOUR FACE THERE <3

OK my comp cant hand all these spasticness any longer so i shall stop blabbering. Let the photos speak for themselves!!

& I shall just end off telling the whole world how i love you girls & your spasticness XOXOXOXO!!!

2010-12-05T05:05:00.000-08:00

overhere <: says:
ehh why you all spam !
so many teng teng teng ~

[c=#2B9595]YongShin [/c] says:
HAHHAHAHA
you slow la

Alvina says:
lololssss

Jia says:
hahah i didnt praise you. I praised ur spasmness
HAHAHAH.

yueqi ♥ NYC says:
HAHAHA TENGTENGTENG THEN SPASTIC
MUST
TENGTENGTENGTENGX10000

Alvina says:
WHY ARE ALL OF YOU SO SPASTIC
OMG

yueqi ♥ NYC says:
LOL LATER THE SPEAKER SPOIL ALSO

[c=#2B9595]YongShin [/c] says:
:O
so funny
my stomach pain

Jia says:
HAHAH.
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JAYHUI says:
okay

Alvina says:
time?

yueqi ♥ NYC says:
11

Alvina says:
orh..
you meeting us?

yueqi ♥ NYC says:
nope

Jia says:
HAHAHAHAHA
wth

Alvina says:
WTH O:

yueqi ♥ NYC says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Alvina says:
then why you decide!

overhere <: says:
ONS.

yueqi ♥ NYC says:
EH PEOPLE TRYING TO HELP YOU

Alvina says:
ORH THANKS SPASTIC
<3

HAHAHAHAH OMG DAMN FUNNY
WE TOTALLY SUIT THE NAME 'THE SPASTIC GIRLS' MANZXZXZ.

2010-12-03T22:30:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, words fail me... Especially when people do really really nice things for you, and there isn't the possibility that you can fully express your heartfelt gratitude towards them... I'd say sec4 NYC farewell'10 is the best.. & i really am thankful for everything, my dear juniors; i'm not talking about the presents, letters, no, but the effort put into every single detail (that was so obvious..), & just... singing & dancing to the songs we love, together.. Yesterday was our last time singing together as one NYC... So many moments flashed across my mind, esp during shinjiru, that made me realize..I miss NYC so, so much. It isn't just a part of my past, but really something i'll carry forward with my life;it really is so deeply ingrained in me that i can't believe it.. I hope you all, juniors, will be able to enjoy your choir journey as much as i did... because you'll see that NYC is not just a 4-years CCA in NY.. It's like a light that leads you on to greater things... & It will always be there. I really want you all to treasure all your times there cause the times are priceless... Trust me...
On a lighter note, thank you for the loooong talk yesterday, sheentian <3 :) & divya, for the numerous hugssssssssss <3, tanmeimei for the candycane (or so you claim, lollipop^^), june for being so close to me as always <3 <3 <3, & of course batchmates for the wonderful batch outing after farewell; RAPUNZEL!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA CUTE GUY EUGENE LOL :P
I can't ask for more now; because life is really so wonderful. Thank you for everything, everyone...

2010-11-29T05:50:00.001-08:00

one day without your message can DIE omgggggg
i'm so drained out ):

2010-11-27T07:15:00.000-08:00

It's weird how you associate songs with people.. Some songs just mean so much to you, while it can be something people can throw away easily. Listening to when youre gone reminded me so much about you i immediately picked up my phone to sms you haha :p happy tonight :)
I think i've left some parts of me with nanyang; & the beautiful thing is i did it consciously. BPPS certainly moulded a huge part of my personality, but it feels like NY changed some parts of it... & created much more to my personality :) Walking around the sch compound today made me so nostalgic about everything that happened everywhere... All the great things that i can never erase from my mind, though i might not have treasured them as they deserved to be at that point in time. 204, 407, everyone else i've met in my 4 years in NY, thank you so much for being there with me.. The memories will always be buried deep down in my heart- labelled priceless.
I am happy. Truly truly happy, :).

2010-11-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

Been going out with different people... Let's see. Last wed went to send weiting off to vietnam @ the airport (left earlier though to make it to work in time :p), and then sat night went to RI+SJI+dunman choir concert with Chels & Crystal (nice talk with chels' dad on the car back...i still owe them a meal, haha^^), sun had a really nice looooong talk with rachel, whom i havent met in 2 years or sth @ coffeebean :) yup!! Super super happy these days because of all these awesome people *hugsssss* Hope yall are having lots of fun too & to those going overseas for GCP or whatever reasons (like someone is going to U.S. for 1 month & another one going to malaysia for 1 month then indonesia for 1 week LOL) bon voyage have fun MISS ME!!! HAHA just kidding about the last part ;)

2010-11-15T16:23:00.000-08:00

WorkExperienceProgram started yesterday... Met really nice people @ the outlet; supervisors, trainees, even customers alike (: My aunt came to fetch me at the ungodly (hmm..kind of :p) hour, 10, my mum was in the same car yup, and guess the first question she asked. .......she asked "so did you have enough money to pay for all the broken bowls etcetc?" HAHAHAHA idk whether to laugh or cry :p hmm, haven't got to taking orders yet cause that's alittle risky, but had fun pouring water, tea, sending all the used bowls and stuffs to the back of the shop, putting the washed stuffs back to their places, refilling spoons, tissues, chopsticks etc (: Ate dinner @ 9+ with meiyin & 1 of the workers there, and i must say it was a heartwarming one... Though again, i couldn't finish a whole bowl of ramen, it seems that i can't finish anything now..Except when i share stuffs with my mum and sis, which is happening more and more often nowadays... Dont waste food ma. Hahahaha^^ (eileen and minghui should learn to stop wasting food too hehe xP)

On a side note....
We are on our way to healing all the cracks, my dear (: We might have changed along the way.. Or we look at each other differently after all these time. But i believe one day we'll be fine again; and we will never, never make the same mistakes as we did again (: Please open up your heart to me... & together we'll make everything fine again. I hope we can be friends forever-- not anything else. I promise i will let this friendship continue on. Please, just...be okay.

2010-11-11T16:42:00.001-08:00

More to be uploaded!^^

(Grad night photos are from my iphone one only, shall wait for everyone to finish uploading le then upload here xD)

2010-11-10T05:39:00.000-08:00

GRAD PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!^^^^^^^^

Minghui & mr teo! (:

Meiyin & mr teo!

Eileen & Mr teo!!(:

Zihan & ms wong!!

& me and ms wong (:

2010-11-08T05:10:00.000-08:00

Never knew so many read my blog, until you asked me :) SO I'M BACK!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHA. Okays here's what happened before grad!!

& that sort of concludes my 4 years in NY :) I'VE GRADUATED!!

...Will upload more when others have uploaded the photos (: